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Post by tapdancer on Aug 16, 2018 19:56:07 GMT -6
Ok. I'm trying really hard to be cool about my US tomorrow but it's not working. I don't think I will sleep much today. This may or may not be helpful, but before my appointment this morning I kept telling myself, "if the worst happens, I know I will survive". Knowing that even if this was another loss, I'd carry on helped me. I'm sorry this is so scary. I know. I've done it twice. It's going to be harder with a 3 year old whose favorite episode of Daniel tiger right now is the new baby episode. She sings the song from it all the time. But I can also take comfort in that I have her. And she's pretty awesome.
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Post by tapdancer on Aug 16, 2018 19:57:19 GMT -6
Thanks everyone. It's nice to have a place to vent. Today I am pregnant.
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Post by Tlex on Aug 16, 2018 19:57:41 GMT -6
This may or may not be helpful, but before my appointment this morning I kept telling myself, "if the worst happens, I know I will survive". Knowing that even if this was another loss, I'd carry on helped me. I'm sorry this is so scary. I know. I've done it twice. It's going to be harder with a 3 year old whose favorite episode of Daniel tiger right now is the new baby episode. She sings the song from it all the time. But I can also take comfort in that I have her. And she's pretty awesome. That song fucking wrecks me.
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Post by remi on Aug 16, 2018 20:41:28 GMT -6
Weeks pregnant: 8 weeks even Baby is the size of a: raspberry FTM/STM/TTM/etc: 4th pregnanc, 2nd time mom Team: find out Appointments: 2 weeks from today at 10 weeks I will graduate from the RE if all looks good. Symptoms: nausea, tired, food aversions Milestones: I just had a great ultrasound. I couldn't get a heartbeat number, just because he said he couldn't do that on his machine and didn't want me to have a number to obsess over anyway. But he said "look at this screen, I'm going to use the colorful doppler" and there was a bright red beating blob in the middle of a perfect looking tiny baby shaped mass. He was like, "What part of 'perfect' would you like to discuss first?" He also said that 95% of women with an ultrasound like this go on to have a baby. 👐❤😭😁 Rants/Raves/Vents: see above Ok well this made me cry!❤️❤️ so happy you had such a wonderful scan!
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Post by remi on Aug 16, 2018 20:42:28 GMT -6
tapdancer thinking of you tonight and tomorrow for your scan. I’m glad it’s early so you don’t have to spend even more time worried and anxious. I hope you can get some good sleep tonight ❤️
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Post by Eames on Aug 16, 2018 20:54:59 GMT -6
Yay Yogurt for the great scan!!! tapdancer, thinking of you. I know I will be so nervous Sunday night before mine, too. Heck, just by going to the doctor today I feel nervous, like all the sudden I've made it real. Good luck. ❤
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Post by orangehibiscus on Aug 17, 2018 7:23:07 GMT -6
Thinking of you today tapdancer. We’re in this same boat together! My scan is this afternoon, and I’m feeling nervous about it. I hope you have an amazing scan!
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Post by snickerdoodle on Aug 17, 2018 7:23:25 GMT -6
Thinking of you this morning tapdancer. I hope it’s a great scan and helps ease your anxiety!
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Post by Yogurt on Aug 17, 2018 7:29:45 GMT -6
tapdancer You've done everything you can to make this a healthy pregnancy. Whatever happens you can handle. I hope everything looks wonderful and you can move foward happily to the next milestone. Good luck today.
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Post by tapdancer on Aug 17, 2018 8:15:09 GMT -6
I have a healthy baby in there!!!! Measuring 9 weeks 2 days. The heart rate was a little high at 184 but the tech said it was probably because I was pretty worked up. I think I might actually have this baby!
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Post by pambee on Aug 17, 2018 8:17:26 GMT -6
I have a healthy baby in there!!!! Measuring 9 weeks 2 days. The heart rate was a little high at 184 but the tech said it was probably because I was pretty worked up. I think I might actually have this baby! ❤❤
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Post by jewelsofthenile on Aug 17, 2018 8:25:39 GMT -6
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Post by Eames on Aug 17, 2018 8:36:08 GMT -6
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Post by Tlex on Aug 17, 2018 12:17:10 GMT -6
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Post by magnolia on Aug 17, 2018 12:31:36 GMT -6
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Post by loorin on Aug 17, 2018 14:08:32 GMT -6
Ok, I'm jumping in.
Weeks pregnant: 4+1
Baby is the size of a: not sure, something very small
FTM/STM/TTM/etc: fourth pregnancy, STM
Team: not sure if we will find out
Appointments: US next Thursday
Symptoms: a little tired and nauseous
Milestones: Both of my losses this year were at 18 dpo, so I will feel a sense of relief when I get past that.
Rants/Raves/Vents: I had my second beta draw today and it was 253 at 15 dpo. First one was 64 at 12 dpo, so I'm feeling as optimistic as I can right now.
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Post by orangehibiscus on Aug 17, 2018 14:28:25 GMT -6
Yay for an awesome scan tapdancer!! Congratulations! Welcome and congrats loorin! Many of us here are PGAL, so you’re in good company. Your betas sound really good! Are you having another one?
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Post by loorin on Aug 17, 2018 14:38:11 GMT -6
Yay for an awesome scan tapdancer!! Congratulations! Welcome and congrats loorin! Many of us here are PGAL, so you’re in good company. Your betas sound really good! Are you having another one? Thank you! They will do another round on Thursday with the ultrasound, but nothing planned before then.
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Post by pambee on Aug 17, 2018 15:18:31 GMT -6
Great betas loorin! And welcome
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Post by Tlex on Aug 17, 2018 15:19:14 GMT -6
Congrats and welcome loorin! Glad to see you here. Those are fabulous betas!
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Post by orangehibiscus on Aug 17, 2018 16:35:37 GMT -6
I had my scan a little bit ago, and I have a healthy baby with a heartbeat of 154 measuring perfectly at 7 weeks and 5 days! I’m so in love with watching that heartbeat! Edited to change the pic just a bit
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Post by Tlex on Aug 17, 2018 19:40:26 GMT -6
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Post by orangehibiscus on Aug 17, 2018 19:50:06 GMT -6
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Post by Eames on Aug 17, 2018 20:30:12 GMT -6
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Post by tapdancer on Aug 17, 2018 21:16:47 GMT -6
Sorry we traveled 7 hours today to visit with family this weekend. I ended up doing a lot of driving because I was less nauseous while driving. Here's a pic!
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Post by tapdancer on Aug 17, 2018 21:17:21 GMT -6
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Post by jewelsofthenile on Aug 17, 2018 21:23:27 GMT -6
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Post by orangehibiscus on Aug 17, 2018 21:25:05 GMT -6
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Post by Tlex on Aug 17, 2018 23:29:57 GMT -6
tapdancer ooooh how cute is that little baby?! Thank you for sharing!
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Post by snickerdoodle on Aug 18, 2018 5:44:42 GMT -6
Congrats on the beautiful babies tapdancer and @ orangehibiscus! Welcome and congrats loorin
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