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Post by charliefox on Jul 20, 2018 11:36:14 GMT -6
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Post by honda on Jul 20, 2018 16:54:12 GMT -6
No af and negative test. I'm guessing I did O later, so I might still be in 🤷 |
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Post by charliefox on Jul 20, 2018 21:40:31 GMT -6
No af and negative test. I'm guessing I did O later, so I might still be in 🤷 FX! |
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Post by honda on Jul 21, 2018 5:48:17 GMT -6
No af and negative test. I'm guessing I did O later, so I might still be in 🤷 FX! Thanks! Big temp drop today, so I believe I'm on my way out. |
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Post by Radley on Jul 21, 2018 10:12:18 GMT -6
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Post by sammysam on Jul 21, 2018 12:23:46 GMT -6
Thanks! Big temp drop today, so I believe I'm on my way out. I had a huge temp drop the day I got my bfp. I thought I was out for sure and just peed on something because I feel like peeing on sticks is my reward for getting through each month. It wasn't below cover but it was pretty close. And surprise! There was a line. |
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Post by sammysam on Jul 21, 2018 12:26:01 GMT -6
All went well yesterday. They ended up being able to get me straight into the OR and I was home before DD went to sleep. We will likely be NTNP from here on out but right now I'm focusing on getting back in shape. I think I'm going to start the weekly healthy living check in again if others might want to join back in:)
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Post by Yogurt on Jul 21, 2018 12:59:32 GMT -6
Thanks! Big temp drop today, so I believe I'm on my way out. I had a huge temp drop the day I got my bfp. I thought I was out for sure and just peed on something because I feel like peeing on sticks is my reward for getting through each month. It wasn't below cover but it was pretty close. And surprise! There was a line. I had 2 drops below cover on a previous pregnancy as well. |
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Post by sunny75 on Jul 21, 2018 13:05:30 GMT -6
All went well yesterday. They ended up being able to get me straight into the OR and I was home before DD went to sleep. We will likely be NTNP from here on out but right now I'm focusing on getting back in shape. I think I'm going to start the weekly healthy living check in again if others might want to join back in:) Glad everything went ok, I was thinking about you yesterday! I know last time you started the healthy living check in I never really checked in but I would be willing to try to get back on board! I think I'm starting to wrap my head around that I may not be pregnant for a while so I need to work on getting in shape in the mean time. |
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Post by sunny75 on Jul 21, 2018 13:06:22 GMT -6
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you honda! |
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Post by sammysam on Jul 21, 2018 13:20:34 GMT -6
Thanks sunny75  I'll likely start it on Monday. If you feel like joining in at any point please do:) I'm aiming for at least some small changes by September when I go back to work. |
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Post by charliefox on Jul 21, 2018 13:53:28 GMT -6
sammysam glad to hear all went well, hope your recovery is smooth. Thinking of you during this shitty time.
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Post by sammysam on Jul 21, 2018 15:40:44 GMT -6
sammysam glad to hear all went well, hope your recovery is smooth. Thinking of you during this shitty time. Thanks:) It's like now that the surgery is over everyone IRL expects me to just be ok. Like everything is totally back to normal. It was like this last time too. No one seems to understand that this was my baby. I need some time to grieve. Thanks for achnowledging that this is a shitty time. I really needed to hear someone say that today. It helped more than you could know today:) |
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Post by charliefox on Jul 21, 2018 15:56:47 GMT -6
sammysam glad to hear all went well, hope your recovery is smooth. Thinking of you during this shitty time. Thanks:) It's like now that the surgery is over everyone IRL expects me to just be ok. Like everything is totally back to normal. It was like this last time too. No one seems to understand that this was my baby. I need some time to grieve. Thanks for achnowledging that this is a shitty time. I really needed to hear someone say that today. It helped more than you could know today:) I teared up reading this, that is exactly how I felt after my d&c. It also took a few days for the news to really sink in. I'm here for you if you ever need a shoulder, tag me or PM me - whatever, I'm here. |
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Post by sammysam on Jul 21, 2018 21:17:50 GMT -6
Thanks charliefox . The finality of it all just hit me today and I've been in tears since early afternoon. I saw the title of a book at the bookstore today when I was there with DD...so I wrote a song when I got home. My guitar gets me through a lot. It's rough and needs work but I'm sharing because it helps me to share right now. When you first appeared I shed a few tears Our lives would be changed for all time But when you went away You took a piece of me that day Though I barely got to call you mine Though your face I can't see You were still a part of me To love you forever I've sworn Though I can't hold your hand Life had a different plan I loved you before you were born I bargained and cried And when I smile I just might die Your name we never will say And when I look at my girl I wonder how much of her We would have seen in you some day Though your face I can't see You were still a part of me To love you forever I've sworn Though I can't hold your hand Life had a different plan I loved you before you were born I loved you before you were born |
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Post by Radley on Jul 21, 2018 21:25:58 GMT -6
sammysam that made me cry. It was so sweet. I understand feeling like people just expect you to be okay now. It’s unbelievably sucky that people just don’t get the need to grieve a miscarriage. I’m so sorry and I’m thinking of you. I’m also here if you need to just let it out.
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Post by honda on Jul 22, 2018 16:53:15 GMT -6
sammysam I'm sorry. People suck. I can tell you through all my stuff with M that people dumb. You take the time you need. Also, your song made me tear up.
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Post by honda on Jul 22, 2018 18:24:53 GMT -6
CD 1 for me. Shrug.
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Post by sunny75 on Jul 22, 2018 18:56:15 GMT -6
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Post by charliefox on Jul 22, 2018 21:58:51 GMT -6
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Post by honda on Jul 22, 2018 22:02:10 GMT -6
Thanks ladies |
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Post by sharebear on Jul 23, 2018 7:26:20 GMT -6
sammysam that is lovely. I'm amazed at how you're able to channel grief into creating something so beautiful. I'm sorry that you're dealing with unsupportive people and I hope you're able to get the time and space you need to process everything and begin to heal. honda I'm sorry. Ugh.
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