**TW** It's time for me to say goodbye.
May 16, 2018 7:43:49 GMT -6
Post by mollykinnz on May 16, 2018 7:43:49 GMT -6
Hey Everyone,
I'm so sorry if this isn't the right way to post this. I thought about just leaving the board without a post, but I feel that I have time invested in you guys and walking away isn't right.
I went in for my 12 week genetic screening ultrasound yesterday. I was supposed to be 13w 2d.
I could tell right away there was something wrong and managed to fish it out of the tech that the baby was only measuring 11 weeks and she could not find it's heartbeat.
We had seen a heartbeat at 9 weeks and heart it on the doppler at 10 weeks. I think I had felt movement.
I am in absolute shock. I had a CP in January before this. I had let go of a bit of fear after seeing/hearing the HB twice and I was not expecting yesterday to go the way it did.
After chatting with my midwife and learning my options, I have decided to go with a D&C as I am not sure having the process happen at home would be good for my mental health.
I should know by the end of the day when I go in, she mentioned it wouldn't be more than 48 hours from now.
I sincerely wish all of you a happy, healthy and uneventful rest of your pregnancies and thank you for welcoming me into such a wonderful community!! <3 <3 <3
I'm so sorry if this isn't the right way to post this. I thought about just leaving the board without a post, but I feel that I have time invested in you guys and walking away isn't right.
I went in for my 12 week genetic screening ultrasound yesterday. I was supposed to be 13w 2d.
I could tell right away there was something wrong and managed to fish it out of the tech that the baby was only measuring 11 weeks and she could not find it's heartbeat.
We had seen a heartbeat at 9 weeks and heart it on the doppler at 10 weeks. I think I had felt movement.
I am in absolute shock. I had a CP in January before this. I had let go of a bit of fear after seeing/hearing the HB twice and I was not expecting yesterday to go the way it did.
After chatting with my midwife and learning my options, I have decided to go with a D&C as I am not sure having the process happen at home would be good for my mental health.
I should know by the end of the day when I go in, she mentioned it wouldn't be more than 48 hours from now.
I sincerely wish all of you a happy, healthy and uneventful rest of your pregnancies and thank you for welcoming me into such a wonderful community!! <3 <3 <3
