hawkward
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Loss, Infertility
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Post by hawkward on Nov 2, 2017 17:46:49 GMT -6
TW, obvs.
We lost Adair five years ago today, at 2 AM. It's been a really stressful time for all my people, and no one has remembered, including H. I've decided not to remind him because he's got a lot of other things on his plate right now. I've been replaying that night over and over in my head today, looking at what my life is now and wondering what would have been different.
I'm okay, I'm just sad that it feels like her life didn't effect anyone but me. I know that's not true, but it's lonely tonight with H at work.
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Post by oldbaylover1024 on Nov 2, 2017 18:25:13 GMT -6
Huge {{hugs}}, hawkward. Anniversaries are so hard. I'm sorry YH didn't say anything... that's really tough.
More {{hugs}}, friend.
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Rama
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Post by Rama on Nov 2, 2017 18:29:37 GMT -6
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Post by skategirl128 on Nov 2, 2017 19:01:37 GMT -6
So many big hugs and lots of love headed your way. I'm lighting my candle for your Adair this evening. Much love ❤️
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hawkward
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Loss, Infertility
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Post by hawkward on Nov 2, 2017 19:50:56 GMT -6
Thank you, ladies <3
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addymac
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Post by addymac on Nov 2, 2017 20:36:42 GMT -6
Sending you hugs 💛
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Post by sunshiney on Nov 3, 2017 6:31:39 GMT -6
I'm so sorry, Hawkward. I understand that lonely feeling. I hope you can find an opportune time soon to reconnect with YH about both of your memories and feelings surrounding Adair.
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Post by wickedcandy on Nov 7, 2017 14:24:45 GMT -6
I missed seeing this too... All the ((hugs)) hawkward,
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