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Post by honda on Sept 19, 2018 12:50:27 GMT -6
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Post by beenthere on Sept 19, 2018 13:02:33 GMT -6
I'm so sorry ShareBear.
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Post by charliefox on Sept 19, 2018 13:42:39 GMT -6
honda, I've had cycles like that - so frustrating! FX you get an answer soon.
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Post by nerdalert on Sept 19, 2018 14:43:17 GMT -6
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Post by sarahh on Sept 19, 2018 15:49:44 GMT -6
nerdalert the last few months I have O’ed on day 16 or 17 and usually have cycles exactly 28 days but last month I got a positive opk on day like 9 and again on 16 and only had a 25 day cycle so I don’t really know if I have a “normal” anymore. I use like 8 opks a cycle which is why I hesitate to use a more expensive one.
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Post by sarahh on Sept 19, 2018 15:50:44 GMT -6
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 16:00:32 GMT -6
Oh no sharebear I'm so so devistated for you. I was hoping you wouldn't be back here.
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 16:01:49 GMT -6
sarahh I have had EWCM on and of for weeks. If I was using OPKs this month I can't even imagine what kind of cazy they would be showing!
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 16:05:05 GMT -6
honda That's a nice looking chart! I say test again tomorrow. My bfp from my first loss didn't show until 14dpo. And still no AF! This is CD33 for me....officially my longest cycle ever. Like ever. In my entire life. And EWCM again today. I would start OPKs but I don't want to waste them if AF shows up like tomorrow:/
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 16:07:30 GMT -6
purple So nice to hear that you are in a better place this cycle. I hope things keep moving in this direction! beenthere Blue dyes can be right sometimes too:) Crossing everything that you get a clear line tomorrow!
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Post by honda on Sept 19, 2018 16:11:49 GMT -6
sammysam thanks! I'll keep testing until something happens lol. I can't believe we are just both kinda hanging out.
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 16:15:20 GMT -6
nerdalert I have always been benched for 6 weeks after my losses but both times were following D&Cs. I haven't experienced a chemical but I do have a friend who got pregnant directly following a chemical (they didn't wait) and she had a healthy full term pregnancy. Not sure if that's helpful at all. I hope you guys are able to get a few more cycles in. I had time limits on our last two attempts and both times I got pregnant pretty much on the last or second to last cycle.
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 16:16:38 GMT -6
sammysam thanks! I'll keep testing until something happens lol. I can't believe we are just both kinda hanging out. I know! I'm hoping something good happens for both of us soon!!!
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Post by honda on Sept 19, 2018 16:18:28 GMT -6
sammysam thanks! I'll keep testing until something happens lol. I can't believe we are just both kinda hanging out. I know! I'm hoping something good happens for both of us soon!!! Me too!
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 16:26:00 GMT -6
So I went on a field trip with DD's class today. It is the same field trip we went on at the end of September last year. The 21st. Which I remember because when we got home from it is when I hemorrhaged, almost bled out completely, and almost died. There were moments that were a little triggery for me but I'm glad the day is ending with me in bed with DD and not in emergency or the OR.
Maybe the time of year is what is getting me so overly emotional. I need September to become a time of happiness and not just one I associate with loss.
So two summers in a row pregnant and still no baby to show. And I am starting to resent all the pregnant moms I see at DD's school. I mean, why not me? I know we all feel this way but it's just hitting me stupidly hard. Sorry for the rant. I'm sure once AF shows and we're trying again I will start to feel a bit more "normal". Or at least like I'm at least moving in the right direction.
Sorry. Unintelligible rant over.
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Post by sharebear on Sept 19, 2018 17:06:35 GMT -6
nerdalert re:waiting after loss, for my previous CP, my RE felt comfortable using the start of bleeding as CD1 to monitor LH and estradiol for a clomid cycle. So we ended up not having to wait. This time around, he wants to wait to start any medicated cycles until my loss panel results come back. So much of it depends on your loss history, any underlying conditions, and how your labs look for when you can try again. ❤️
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Post by sharebear on Sept 19, 2018 17:09:06 GMT -6
sammysam not unintelligible rant. I picked up DS from school today and started tearing up when I saw a pregnant mom carrying an <1 yo and holding two more of her children (under the age of 6) by the hand. I just laugh at my past self when DH and I were young and dreaming about the huge family we thought we would have at this point. And then I feel bad like I don’t appreciate DS enough. And then cue more tears.
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Post by sammysam on Sept 19, 2018 18:16:50 GMT -6
sharebear I'm glad I'm not alone but hate that you are feeling this way too:/
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Post by purple on Sept 19, 2018 20:54:10 GMT -6
sammysam, oh gosh, I'm sorry. Anniversaries hit me hard too. Be kind to yourself and feel what you need to feel. It's so hard. For me, the anniversary of nearly dying is a few days after finding we had lost Gracie Wren, and this year I was in a PTSD daze for those five days. There is no right or wrong.
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Post by honda on Sept 20, 2018 5:52:31 GMT -6
I think we all need some hugs. Hugs, friends.
Cd1 for me.
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Post by sharebear on Sept 20, 2018 7:14:14 GMT -6
Ugh honda. +1 to we all need some hugs. And maybe some vodka. I'm sorry about CD1
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Post by nerdalert on Sept 20, 2018 7:36:25 GMT -6
honda I'm sorry on CD1. Hugs all around, folks.
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Post by honda on Sept 20, 2018 7:36:46 GMT -6
Ugh honda. +1 to we all need some hugs. And maybe some vodka. I'm sorry about CD1 I'll be having wine in the hot tub tonight. Thank you.
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Post by purple on Sept 20, 2018 10:27:24 GMT -6
Hugs to everyone from me, too.
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Post by sammysam on Sept 20, 2018 12:02:09 GMT -6
CD 34 here. No sign of AF. I'm joining in the group hug:/
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Post by octoberrust on Sept 20, 2018 12:33:09 GMT -6
honda sorry for CD1 Hugs all around for everyone.
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Post by wineandcupcakes on Sept 20, 2018 13:01:32 GMT -6
Sorry honda. That sucks. Wine for you. sammysam - wow. That sounds like a horrible experience. I’m glad your day ended better than last year! H fell asleep on the couch last night. I was so frustrated because O is slated for today. Ugh. OPK was still neg this AM so I’m praying I won’t O until tomorrow and we can make it happen tonight but timing is going to be crappy probably.
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Post by beenthere on Sept 20, 2018 13:25:55 GMT -6
So..... I think I got a squinter on an FRER just now. I've had several chemicals already so I'm trying to keep hopes in check.
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