TW: Time for me to say goodbye..

[notelsie]

I was about to head in for another checkup since bleeding increased and I had clots and cramping.. but my sweet baby just came out.

I am in such disbelief and broken-hearted at the same time. I can't.. I hate that this is happening again.

I really appreciate the support I received here. I love you ladies, and I hope the remainder of your 9 months are smooth <3

[belle0720]

notelsie I am so so sorry. My heart is breaking for you. Sending you so many hugs. Get some rest and be kind to yourself.

[jrun2013]

I am so, so sorry to hear this. There are no words, but we are here if you need anything.


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[sarahandben108]

I'm so sorry notelsie. Please be kind to yourself. So many hugs.

[cakewench]

Oh god, notelsie, I am so incredibly sorry and heartbroken. Sending you all the love and hugs I have. We will always be here for you. <3

[sizzleb]

notelsie, I'm absolutely heartbroken for you. Sending you so many hugs and will be thinking of and praying for you. Please be kind to yourself.

[typo31]

No. No, no, no, no. I am so very sorry. No words. I wish you and your H all the healing.

[Waffle]

I am so so sorry. Sending you so many hugs and love. Please take care of yourself.

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[tatorhead328]

I am so sorry. Lots of hugs.

[tez]

I have no words. I am so sorry.


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[ldubhawksfan]

Noooooo. I'm heartbroken for you. I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby. Please take care of yourself while you heal from this loss. I'm so sorry

[officedronette]

Oh my God! I am so shocked and sad to see this update. So many hugs notelsie - you, your family, and your sweet baby will be in my thoughts. 🙏🏻


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[veganontuesdays]

I don't even know what to say. Nothing sounds right. Nothing sounds good enough. I am so very sorry for your loss and I wish I could hug you IRL. PLEASE let us know if you need anything. Seriously ANYTHING.

[notelsie]

I am overwhelmed by your love and support. Thank you all so much <3

We are getting genetic testing done this time so I'm hoping we get some answers. I am a bit worried about insurance not covering it.

So many emotions. I am in shock so I keep going from being numb to crying hysterically.

This is just too much.

[veganontuesdays]

notelsie, are you at the hospital right now? Do you have someone with you?

[notelsie]

May 31, 2017 13:35:18 GMT -6 veganontuesdays said:

notelsie, are you at the hospital right now? Do you have someone with you?

I was alone with DS when it happened. It was kind of a disaster. I was to the point of needing to call an ambulance because of the pain, but then my sweet baby just popped out.

My OB said to watch my bleeding. If I start bleeding too much I'll need to go in. I had a rhogam shot yesterday so at least I don't have to suffer through going back again like last time.

H got home and then took our baby to the office for genetic testing. He's home napping now.

I really need to eat, but it's been hard to the last couple of days. A nap would be nice if I weren't so restless. I'm trying to keep my mind busy.

[officedronette]

notelsie - I hope you are able to get some answers, and eventually some peace. I'm heartbroken for you. That is just too much.


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[veganontuesdays]

notelsie, I am glad your H is home and if you need to wake him up from that nap to keep you occupied then do it. Or for him to get you a snack. Or anything for that matter.

[notelsie]

May 31, 2017 13:54:49 GMT -6 veganontuesdays said:

notelsie, I am glad your H is home and if you need to wake him up from that nap to keep you occupied then do it. Or for him to get you a snack. Or anything for that matter.

He told me to wake him up if I need anything. He ordered Chinese food for us a little while ago so I'm finally trying to eat.

[ldubhawksfan]

I'm glad your dh is there for you right now. I hope you get some answers with the testing. Ours was expensive, but still covered partially by insurance. Sending you so much love right now. I'm so sorry

[andi]

I am so very sorry to hear this. I really hope you get some answers.

[jenn83]

Oh, I am so very sorry and can't imagine the pain that you are going through right now. Take care of yourself and take the time you need. You will be in my prayers

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[babydsmama]

notelsie I am so, so sorry to read this. Please take care of yourself. Your family and sweet baby will be in my thoughts. ❤️


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[daystardreams]

I'm so, so sorry for your loss and I hope the genetic testing provides some answers. And I obviously know all insurances are different but my insurance covered my last sweet baby's genetic testing, I hope yours does as well. I hate the added stress for you. Take care of yourself!


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[rooskie]

I am so so sorry for your loss. I hope you are able to find answers.

Take care of yourself.

[sarahandben108]

notelsie, I know you said you were trying not to cry, but please allow yourself to grieve. I hope the genetic testing gives you some answers. We are here if you need us. ❤️

[kensie5226]

I am so so sorry for your loss. Pleas take care of yourself.

[LeekPartyof2]

So so sorry to hear this. Here's hoping for peace, a space to grieve, and as many answers as possible.

[officedronette]

I can't stop thinking of you and your family. So many hugs and 🙏🏻 sent your way to lift you up during this sad time.


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[kim22]

I'm so sorry you are going through this. Take care of yourself.