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Post by sunny75 on Oct 14, 2018 12:07:36 GMT -6
Welcome lolacachia!! I hope this is your rainbow baby too!
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Post by Yogurt on Oct 14, 2018 12:16:26 GMT -6
Hello... I'm anxious to even post and put this into the universe. I got a BFP on Friday and am hoping to finally get my rainbow. TW LOSS I have lost two pregnancies this year, one at 5 weeks, and the other at 15 weeks as a MMC. I had some testing done and my Dr can't find anything that would be causing the losses, but it's hard to remain calm and hopeful. I have a 3 year son (May 2015) who would love to get a brother or sister and I'm hoping that I can finally do that for him! Lurking from March/April. CONGRATULATIONS!
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Post by mamabear02 on Oct 14, 2018 16:32:17 GMT -6
lolacachia, welcome! Thinking sticky baby thoughts for you. Sorry for your losses.
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Post by courtniko on Oct 14, 2018 17:55:35 GMT -6
Welcome lolacachia! I am sorry for your losses. Lots of sticky baby thoughts!
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Post by sammysam on Oct 18, 2018 4:42:21 GMT -6
Can I come play? My EDD is July 2nd based off ovulation and July 4th based off LMP...but I'll be delivering in June since if I make it to term this will be a RCS. Plus my girls sunny75 and wildhoney are here. I might straddle both boards once there is some action on the other one...if I'm still here. Oh...I'm sammysam...I have a 4.75 year old DD who acts like a 17 year old. I had 2 losses in the past year and a half...we knew about both at 10 weeks. My most recent D&C was July 20th. This was our first cycle back trying. I'm just hoping there is still a line tomorrow...but I'm hoping to jump in now and enjoy it while I can. If you'll have me:)
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Post by MauLoaM0M on Oct 18, 2018 6:59:52 GMT -6
Lurking . . . Congrats sammysam!! I have everything crossed for you!
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Post by sammysam on Oct 18, 2018 7:01:41 GMT -6
Lurking . . . Congrats sammysam!! I have everything crossed for you! Awww. Thanks for thinking of me:) I won't be comfortable until after I get one good us under my belt but I'm feeling super positive!
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Post by courtniko on Oct 18, 2018 7:02:21 GMT -6
Welcome sammysam, definitely come hang out with us! Sending you sticky baby thoughts!
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Post by bonzo on Oct 18, 2018 7:23:35 GMT -6
Congrats and welcome, sammysam! Sending you lots of sticky baby thoughts!
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Post by mamabear02 on Oct 18, 2018 7:38:03 GMT -6
Welcome sammysam! T&P this is your rainbow baby.
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Post by wildhoney on Oct 18, 2018 7:45:06 GMT -6
sammysam !!!!!! OMG OMG OMG SOOOOOO happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!! This was the best thing to wake up to! I'm so happy you will be participating here too! FX SO HARD this is your rainbow!
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Post by sammysam on Oct 18, 2018 8:02:16 GMT -6
sammysam !!!!!! OMG OMG OMG SOOOOOO happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!! This was the best thing to wake up to! I'm so happy you will be participating here too! FX SO HARD this is your rainbow! Thanks lady! When I saw you got your bfp I just had this feeling that I'd be following you...again:) I hope I get to follow you right into us both holding a baby in our arms come summer!
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Post by wildhoney on Oct 18, 2018 8:22:20 GMT -6
sammysam It's got to be a sign we're both here together again!
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Post by sammysam on Oct 18, 2018 8:25:12 GMT -6
wildhoney Yes! So much this! And we're almost exactly the same amount apart again...around 3 weeks:) It's definitely a sign!
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sunny75
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Post by sunny75 on Oct 18, 2018 9:07:12 GMT -6
OMG sammysam!!!!!!! Congrats!!!! This is the best news to wake up to! I've actually been stalking you on TTGP and hoping this is your cycle. I'm so excited for you and so glad to have you on this BMB!
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Post by sammysam on Oct 18, 2018 9:23:11 GMT -6
OMG sammysam!!!!!!! Congrats!!!! This is the best news to wake up to! I've actually been stalking you on TTGP and hoping this is your cycle. I'm so excited for you and so glad to have you on this BMB! Awww thanks:) I've been lurking here hoping I'd get to join you guys! I'm just crossing everything that I can get through first tri with a heartbeat! Gah...this will be my 3rd time going through 1st tri in the past 15 months. But I'm looking forward to it!!!
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Post by quinstar on Oct 18, 2018 10:10:00 GMT -6
Congrats sammysam! So happy you're here!
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Post by sammysam on Oct 18, 2018 10:16:54 GMT -6
Congrats sammysam! So happy you're here! Thanks:) It's so nice to be surrounded by so many of my amazing TTC ladies;)
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Post by Foxy on Oct 18, 2018 13:44:48 GMT -6
Lurking from Jan/Feb 19 sammysam YAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!! So many happy tears!!! CONGRATS! 😍🙌💕
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Post by sammysam on Oct 18, 2018 19:38:37 GMT -6
Lurking from Jan/Feb 19 sammysam YAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!! So many happy tears!!! CONGRATS! 😍🙌💕 Thank you😘 I love seeing the pictures you post and I'm so hoping to be following in your footsteps soon. I lurk you daily;)
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Post by lolacachia on Oct 19, 2018 7:08:51 GMT -6
sammysam our stories sound very similar. I had my last D and C on 7/16 and this was also our first cycle back to trying. I have a similar wish to just get through first tri with a heartbeat. My last Pregnancy I had scans at 6.5 and 8.5 with heartbeats and growth and then baby died around 9/10 weeks. Didn't find out until 15 weeks, d and C at 16 weeks and my body was no closer to naturally doing anything. It's all a serious mindfuck including being pregnant again.. but I'm doing my best to stay positive and hopeful. I hope this is our time!
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Post by sammysam on Oct 19, 2018 7:18:18 GMT -6
lolacachia I actually followed your story as you were one board ahead of me and it actually helped me through my loss which was close to the same time. I'm so sorry you had to go through that! We never heard a heartbeat at either of my last 2 pregnancies and knew about both losses by 10 weeks. My first one resulted in a hemorrhage that almost killed me so my second one I opted for the D&C right away. I can't imagine how much more painful it would have been had we heard a heartbeat. I'm so so sorry. But I'm so thrilled for you that you were able to get back here in your first cycle. I'm still shocked that our first cycle worked for us too! I was so happy to see your intro on here and I have a feeling that this time we will both have the ending we want!
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Post by lolacachia on Oct 19, 2018 7:22:42 GMT -6
sammysam do you have any answers for your losses? One thing that is so hard for me is having no answers. My Dr ran a bunch of tests and everything was negative. It was so strange bc my hcg and hormone levels were still so high, the sac was actually measuring right on track at 16 weeks. Like I had a full on bump. It added a weird layer of feeling so stupid thinking I was fine and safe and my sweet little one had passed weeks earlier.
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Post by sammysam on Oct 19, 2018 7:51:46 GMT -6
lolacachia both of mine were the same. Sac and placenta measuring right on track. Belly. Hcg in the ranges they should be. My body had no idea it wasn't pregnant. I was still throwing up for weeks after my D&C because my hcg was still so high. We got no answers other than my age (38 with the first loss and 39 with the second) and the comment that we just kept catching bad eggs:/ That is why I'm not going to feel comfortable about this one until we hear a heartbeat. I've decided my body just loves being pregnant so it holds on as tight as it can even when it shouldn't. Not knowing is definitely the scariest thing.
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Post by lolacachia on Oct 19, 2018 8:06:21 GMT -6
lolacachia both of mine were the same. Sac and placenta measuring right on track. Belly. Hcg in the ranges they should be. My body had no idea it wasn't pregnant. I was still throwing up for weeks after my D&C because my hcg was still so high. We got no answers other than my age (38 with the first loss and 39 with the second) and the comment that we just kept catching bad eggs:/ That is why I'm not going to feel comfortable about this one until we hear a heartbeat. I've decided my body just loves being pregnant so it holds on as tight as it can even when it shouldn't. Not knowing is definitely the scariest thing. I hate that our journeys are so similar but it's nice to not be alone.
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Post by sammysam on Oct 19, 2018 9:35:27 GMT -6
lolacachia It's definitely nice to have someone to understand the crazy stress of being PGAL. I'm just trying to enjoy each day and think positive! I feel so good about this one so I'm super hopeful. I feel like the last 2 times I had a niggling feeling deep down that something wasn't right. I never felt comfortable. But maybe this time it's just confidence from my mind yelling me that no way could it happen 3 times in a row:/ Also the fact that we conceived so quickly makes me feel good about it too!
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Post by strawberrykiki on Oct 19, 2018 13:01:22 GMT -6
sammysam I’m also a lurker here but I just had to pop in and say congrats!!! I am have all fingers and even toes crossed for a healthy and happy nine months for you!! ❤️
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Post by sammysam on Oct 19, 2018 13:05:06 GMT -6
strawberrykiki ❤❤❤ Thank you:) I lurk your board constantly and I'm cheering you on everyday:)
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Post by midnight on Oct 25, 2018 17:41:28 GMT -6
Hi everyone!! I've been stalking the thread but have been too nervous to post until I had my first appointment, which was today! Im 8+2 with one sweet babe, HR of 167! I have two kiddos already,a five year old daughter and a three year old son! I am a social worker, my husband is a teacher. I'm excited to join a BMB early enough to participate (although I usually type things thinking I'm all witty and then end up deleting 😂).
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Post by courtniko on Oct 25, 2018 17:47:20 GMT -6
Welcome midnightI type and delete all the time, I worry things don't come across how I mean
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