sammysam
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 5:30:54 GMT -6
shakinros we actually have a referral for 2 different REs but I have to wait for them to call with an appointment. Grumble grumble. SO is the one who wanted to see the RE. He is concerned about multiples (as am I) but not enough that we won't seek help. I'm Hoping they call soon so we can start feeling like we're moving forward!
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Post by shakinros on Apr 19, 2018 6:47:45 GMT -6
shakinros we actually have a referral for 2 different REs but I have to wait for them to call with an appointment. Grumble grumble. SO is the one who wanted to see the RE. He is concerned about multiples (as am I) but not enough that we won't seek help. I'm Hoping they call soon so we can start feeling like we're moving forward! Oh gotcha. Glad you’re going to see someone and I hope it helps. Call soon, doctors!
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 7:27:34 GMT -6
12dpo, fmu looks the same, like maybe a super squinter? I can def see something in person. Maybe I'll put my fmu in a Tupperware and buy a frer, but I'd hate to see a bfn. I may wait until there is a really visible line on a wondfos, if that happens.
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 7:46:28 GMT -6
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 7:47:01 GMT -6
Ugh, they look better in person. Super squinters are hard to capture on camera. Oh well. It is or it isn't
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Post by wildhoney on Apr 19, 2018 8:28:59 GMT -6
BFN for me today ::cries:: I'm only 10 dpo, but I used a FRER. sammysam I'm so sorry for you BFN too. This feeling is the worst. Yogurt I feel like I see it. I know what you mean about hating to see a BFN on a FRER. I can never resist though.
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 9:38:54 GMT -6
Yogurt I totally feel like there is a squinter there. Ah. So frustrating! wildhoney sorry for the BFN:( We can cry together.
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 9:52:30 GMT -6
So...full disclosure...I peed on something yesterday and there was just a shadow of a pink line. You could only see it at a certain angle...but it was there in the time limit and I could still see it this morning on yesterday's test. Then again my super power seems to be making invisible lines appear that aren't really there. Anywas, today was a definite BFN.
BUT because I live my TTC life somewhere between BSC and actually clinically and pathologically insane...I am still holding out a speck of hope.
So today's symptoms at 11 dpo:
BBs still sore Super horrible cramps last night and today (this is where a normal person would just call it what it is...AF on the way...but not me...because I don't normally cramp until AFTER AF shows AND this was a pregnancy symptom for me both times) Really thirsty Insomnia last night (likely because I was stressing about testing...but this is also a pregnancy symptom for me) Chart still looks good And still dizzy
Thank you taking the time to tour the brain of a mad woman. I just want to say I will not be at all surprised or upset when AF shows because I am absolutely expecting it...but this is me holding on to the hope that I'll get some magical bfp out of thin air at like 14 dpo or something.
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 9:59:03 GMT -6
BFN for me today ::cries:: I'm only 10 dpo, but I used a FRER. sammysam I'm so sorry for you BFN too. This feeling is the worst. Yogurt I feel like I see it. I know what you mean about hating to see a BFN on a FRER. I can never resist though. I only ever use FRERs and I have never gotten a positive before 13 dpo. My loss cycle it was negative at 12, a super squinter that only I could see at 13, and the faintest visible line at 14. With DD I didn't test until 14 dpo and it was a faint positive that likely would have been a negative at 12dpo. As soon as I saw the negative FRER in the past I always believed it and didn't test again. Until the loss cycle. And now I test stupidly early and still don't believe the results until AF actually shows. I don't even know why I bother testing. I should just start assuming I'm pregnant each cycle until AF starts to prove that I'm not since that's basically what I'm doing anyways;) But I just love peeing on things😕
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Post by wildhoney on Apr 19, 2018 10:11:28 GMT -6
sammysam Reading your post gives me hope. I've always had really early BFPs though. I wonder if the egg implants for people around the same time or if it's always random. I have had major cramps today and insomnia last night too. I HATE THE TWW. I'm going mad over here.
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Post by Foxy on Apr 19, 2018 10:13:25 GMT -6
Yogurt yay for a squinter! Keeping my fingers crossed for you! sammysam & wildhoney I'm going to keep my FX for you guys anyway! I can't wait for updates!!!!! I'm so far from testing. Ugh
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 10:15:37 GMT -6
sammysam Reading your post gives me hope. I've always had really early BFPs though. I wonder if the egg implants for people around the same time or if it's always random. I have had major cramps today and insomnia last night too. I HATE THE TWW. I'm going mad over here. We can keep being crazy together then. And I love that we have the same symptoms!
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 10:16:55 GMT -6
Yogurt yay for a squinter! Keeping my fingers crossed for you! sammysam & wildhoney I'm going to keep my FX for you guys anyway! I can't wait for updates!!!!! I'm so far from testing. Ugh Well my cycles are pretty short so even if this cycle doesn't work out in a few short weeks I'll already be crazily testing for my next one:/
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 10:58:10 GMT -6
I'm not going to lie, I see it, and it looks pink
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Post by sharebear on Apr 19, 2018 10:59:36 GMT -6
Yogurt ,Keeping fingers crossed for squinters to turn solid ( Yogurt ) and for random pms symptoms to actually be pregnancy symptoms! sammysam wildhoney , ETA Yogurt I see that one!
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 11:45:08 GMT -6
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Post by wildhoney on Apr 19, 2018 11:55:24 GMT -6
Yogurt YAY!!! Did you buy a 3 pack of the FRERs?
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 11:57:35 GMT -6
Yogurt YAY!!! Did you buy a 3 pack of the FRERs? 2 pack
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 12:53:26 GMT -6
sammysam Reading your post gives me hope. I've always had really early BFPs though. I wonder if the egg implants for people around the same time or if it's always random. I have had major cramps today and insomnia last night too. I HATE THE TWW. I'm going mad over here. I had a clear as day bfp with my daughter and now barely a squinter at 12dpo today and in January I got my bfp cd 15. I think it kind of varies. You're early, so I'd hold out hope. Eta= bro=bfp
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Post by Bluebird on Apr 19, 2018 13:13:56 GMT -6
Stupid vivid dreams, sammysam , so sorry! These fertility drugs are giving me crazy dreams but I'm thankful none of them are pregnancy related yet. In regards to fertility treatments and multiples, this was a concern we brought up with the RE at our first appointment. Ask about all the statistics for different treatments, the risk of multiples is obviously higher than in the general population but not THAT much higher. It's also all about weighed risk, we don't want twins but we also don't want to wait years and years for another baby so at some point you decide to jump in. Me last cycle: Let's be conservative because I really don't want multiples. Me this cycle: Yes, let's up my drug dosage for hopefully more follicles!
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Post by Bluebird on Apr 19, 2018 13:19:30 GMT -6
Yogurt, I think I see it on the FRER!
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Post by sunny75 on Apr 19, 2018 13:31:44 GMT -6
Yogurt, I definitely see a second line and it does look pink to me! Yay! sammysam, and wildhoney, I'm still hoping y'all both have late implanters and get a BFP in the next couple days! I hate how time seems to just totally stop during the last part of the TWW. It's the worst for sure.
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Post by sunny75 on Apr 19, 2018 13:40:32 GMT -6
So as for me I kind of have a sad update. After talking to MH last night I think we're going to hold off starting Clomid for one more cycle just due to the timing. But we're still going to try naturally and now I'm trying to decide if I still want to do OPKs and maybe go in for my ultrasound that I already have scheduled just to make sure I am ovulating. I think it is the best decision for us and I still may get pregnant on my own but it's just hard feeling like I'm not doing anything. And right now waiting another month seems sooo long.
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Post by Tlex on Apr 19, 2018 13:44:48 GMT -6
sammysam Reading your post gives me hope. I've always had really early BFPs though. I wonder if the egg implants for people around the same time or if it's always random. I have had major cramps today and insomnia last night too. I HATE THE TWW. I'm going mad over here. I had a clear as day bro with my daughter and now barely a squinter at 12dpo today and in January I got my bfp cd 15. I think it kind of varies. You're early, so I'd hold out hope. Yep I was 3w4d and turned a digi with D1, and couldn't turn faint line with an FRER with a twin pregnancy until 13 DPO with D2. It's all a mind fuck of a crap shoot! Wheeeeeeee!
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 14:06:36 GMT -6
I'm not going to lie, I see it, and it looks pink That is definately line!!! Yay!!! What's your EDD???
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 14:10:37 GMT -6
Also my cramps are crazy. Bbs are still super sore (they usually stop being sore the day AF shows) but I think I saw a tinge of blood when I wiped. I'm guessing AF will be here by morning if not tonight.
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 14:17:37 GMT -6
I'm not going to lie, I see it, and it looks pink That is definately line!!! Yay!!! What's your EDD??? 12/29!
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Post by sammysam on Apr 19, 2018 14:21:50 GMT -6
That is definately line!!! Yay!!! What's your EDD??? 12/29! So excited for you!!! That was the due date FF gave me too if this cycle would have worked out:) I'm so so happy for you! And I'm so glad at least someone is graduating out of here this month!
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Post by Yogurt on Apr 19, 2018 14:45:17 GMT -6
So excited for you!!! That was the due date FF gave me too if this cycle would have worked out:) I'm so so happy for you! And I'm so glad at least someone is graduating out of here this month! I'm just really trying to be cautiously excited. It's not a dark line, but it's better than the alternative. But let's be real, I'm thrilled. ❤❤❤❤ Thank you so much.
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Post by remi on Apr 19, 2018 15:16:59 GMT -6
YOGURT!!! I definitely see a line!
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