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Post by mnj05 on Dec 25, 2017 15:35:57 GMT -6
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 25, 2017 15:37:21 GMT -6
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 25, 2017 15:40:12 GMT -6
We got the paperwork for our embryos storage facility and have to make up our minds. I really do think I want to try one more time so now itās a matter of where to store them and when to put money down for another FET.
Our weekend has been good and not as busy as it was supposed to be. SIL had a hysterectomy Friday so we rescheduled Christmas for that side of the family. We spent yesterday with my parents and grandparents, then my parents and the ILs cane down for a while today to see what Santa brought. It was fun, now Iām tired.
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Post by DrHooch on Dec 25, 2017 17:44:36 GMT -6
I was having what I thought were pregnancy symptoms, both my hpts from yesterday and today say otherwise. I have mixed feelings. I am disappointed of course but also relieved. I think the stress and worry a positive hpt would bring would make it much harder to enjoy the holidays. Also, my sil brought papaya infused tequila which I am very much enjoying (so please excuse any typos!) I am happy you made a decision, mnj05. Fx for you!
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 25, 2017 17:50:38 GMT -6
Hi:-) I have a blood test on Thursday to see if FET worked. I could do it Wednesday, but Iām terrified of ruining a family get together so I am putting it off. Iām going to be watching DD all day, but I might also invite some friends over or my mom so I am not alone.
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 25, 2017 18:39:13 GMT -6
Hi:-) I have a blood test on Thursday to see if FET worked. I could do it Wednesday, but Iām terrified of ruining a family get together so I am putting it off. Iām going to be watching DD all day, but I might also invite some friends over or my mom so I am not alone. So I assume no pee sticks? You are patient. I barely last for the amount of time that the earliest positive would start showing.
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Post by supermorena on Dec 26, 2017 7:42:42 GMT -6
Betas tomorrow. Really hoping for a miracle here cuz this was #3 and I think at most they'll let us do one more cycle. Not ready to be at the end of the road.
Christmas was so much fun! LO just loved his kitchen, cars, and dinos! He didn't want to unwrap anything though which was funny. It was so nice to just spend time together, eat yummy food, celebrate baby Jesus, and watch the wonder through a child's eyes! I think today will be a lazy one though cuz I am tired!
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 26, 2017 18:44:50 GMT -6
Hi:-) I have a blood test on Thursday to see if FET worked. I could do it Wednesday, but Iām terrified of ruining a family get together so I am putting it off. Iām going to be watching DD all day, but I might also invite some friends over or my mom so I am not alone. So I assume no pee sticks? You are patient. I barely last for the amount of time that the earliest positive would start showing. Itās really more for me. I would cry if it was a BFN, and I know from last time that your beta really has to be a 50 to get a positive reading.
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 27, 2017 8:32:33 GMT -6
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Post by twohopes on Dec 27, 2017 17:26:11 GMT -6
Hello and thanks for tagging me mnj05. I received so much support in this thread, which meant the world to me. Maybe it's appropriate to remove me from the tags, though. TW Pregnancy {TW pregnancy}After three successful betas, we have now seen a heartbeat twice. I am still nervous and anxious, as PG after SO MUCH LOSS is a mindfuck, but I am taking it one day at a time.
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 27, 2017 18:18:38 GMT -6
Congratulations twohopes! Youāll be in my thoughts for a healthy pregnancy!
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Post by supermorena on Dec 27, 2017 21:32:18 GMT -6
Congrats twohopes!!! Best wishes for a smooth pregnancy!
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 27, 2017 23:58:12 GMT -6
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 28, 2017 8:24:41 GMT -6
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 28, 2017 9:30:46 GMT -6
Thanks, mnj05! Iāll keep you all posted. Iām terrified.
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 28, 2017 16:12:12 GMT -6
BFN šŖ
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 28, 2017 18:07:42 GMT -6
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Post by twohopes on Dec 28, 2017 18:46:29 GMT -6
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Post by supermorena on Dec 28, 2017 23:14:59 GMT -6
So sorry š BFN over here too. Want to join my pity party?
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Post by twohopes on Dec 29, 2017 8:03:49 GMT -6
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 29, 2017 9:33:38 GMT -6
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Post by librariangirl on Dec 29, 2017 20:10:00 GMT -6
Hey everyone. Iād like to join in. We have an almost 4yr old son (Jan 14 BMB), and we tried for a second for a year (3 chemical pregnancies), then took a break for 6mo as we were moving. Weāre just getting back into ttc. Had an HSG this cycle, so really hoping for a miracle this month. Otherwise weāll start with IUIs in late Jan/early Feb. I am so sorry hoosiermama76 Iām so sorry supermorena
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 29, 2017 20:29:31 GMT -6
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Post by supermorena on Dec 29, 2017 20:52:16 GMT -6
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 30, 2017 0:57:45 GMT -6
So sorry š BFN over here too. Want to join my pity party? supermorena, Iām so sorry. Iāll join, but I wish I was alone with the BFN! We got this next time! Let me know if you want to talk. After being at this for 19 months, Iām losing my shit. Patience is gone. Hope has gone. Resentment about every baby shower and pregnant person I see setting in. Iām angry at everything. I have one more chance at a biological child. Even though I am in good health and keep very active, Iām feeling old as I am about to turn 42. Iām really depressed, and that is hard for me to admit, because all I do is go through the motions. Iām so glad I have DD because i canāt roll into a ball and cry all day.
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 30, 2017 7:21:52 GMT -6
hoosiermama76, that breaks my heart. I have also hit the anger stage and only have one more shot treatment wise. Announcements and things surrounding pregnancy used to not bother me, but it does now. I hate that youāre feeling this way and I hate that IF has been so cruel.
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 30, 2017 11:25:40 GMT -6
hoosiermama76, that breaks my heart. I have also hit the anger stage and only have one more shot treatment wise. Announcements and things surrounding pregnancy used to not bother me, but it does now. I hate that youāre feeling this way and I hate that IF has been so cruel. We can support each other mnj05. I think having another child makes this harder. We did it once. Why not again? We can be there for each other. Iām just not ready to accept I could only have one biological child. And adoption, which is a viable option for us, scares me to navigate.
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Post by supermorena on Dec 30, 2017 13:03:19 GMT -6
hoosiermama76, that breaks my heart. I have also hit the anger stage and only have one more shot treatment wise. Announcements and things surrounding pregnancy used to not bother me, but it does now. I hate that youāre feeling this way and I hate that IF has been so cruel. We can support each other mnj05. I think having another child makes this harder. We did it once. Why not again? We can be there for each other. Iām just not ready to accept I could only have one biological child. And adoption, which is a viable option for us, scares me to navigate. Oh ladies, I'm so sorry we're all going through this. It just sucks and is so incredibly unfair. I thought I was doing better this time since I already have my son, but it's hard in different ways now. I hear you on the pregnancies getting to you. I have a co-worker that got married like 2 weeks after us, is pregnant with her THIRD, and has timed all of them out to line up perfectly with summer (we're teachers). Seriously?!?! If only it were that easy for all of us.
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Post by hoosiermama76 on Dec 30, 2017 13:34:42 GMT -6
We can support each other mnj05. I think having another child makes this harder. We did it once. Why not again? We can be there for each other. Iām just not ready to accept I could only have one biological child. And adoption, which is a viable option for us, scares me to navigate. Oh ladies, I'm so sorry we're all going through this. It just sucks and is so incredibly unfair. I thought I was doing better this time since I already have my son, but it's hard in different ways now. I hear you on the pregnancies getting to you. I have a co-worker that got married like 2 weeks after us, is pregnant with her THIRD, and has timed all of them out to line up perfectly with summer (we're teachers). Seriously?!?! If only it were that easy for all of us. Iām a teacher as well. How sickening to be able to line them all up like that? I hate being bitter and jealous. Itās not me. People on my birth month board have had three since my DD was born in 2014. I am incredibly angry with myself for waiting to have kids at 37 when we got married at 33. I didnāt think we were stable enough, and now I regret it.
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Post by mnj05 on Dec 30, 2017 13:57:16 GMT -6
I timed mine too, but too bad it came with a $20K+ price tag. Thereās an immature girl (23-24) I work with that is 14 weeks pregnant. She suffered āIFā when in reality she was impatient. She and her husband became foster parents and got placed with a brother/sister that are 2 and 3. A couple of months later, they got a 1 year old. She openly tells people she hates the brother/sister and only wants the 1 year old. That on top of walking around with her hand on her belly, which is all fat no baby, pisses me off daily. Thank goodness I donāt work on the same hall as her anymore.
I had to convince DH to go one more time. He wanted to be done no matter what after the last FET. We still have two embryos, but weāll only transfer one, so technically I guess we have two more shots, but I donāt think I can go through it two more times. The whole thing just isnāt fair.
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