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I'm 14 weeks with our rainbow and so far everything is looking good. Ava never had "on track" measurements, even as early as 6 weeks, but this baby has always been on track. We had our NT scan a few weeks ago and the measurements came back normal, the Panorama test came back low risk and we are having a little girl. We have named her Faith Elizabeth and her due date is January 31st. We have had enough "normal" ultrasounds that I'm starting to be excited and less guarded. We are planning the nursery but not making too many purchases just yet.
Hard for me to believe that we are doing this again and even harder for me to be as calm as I am about it most days. God is really guiding us through this, just like he did when we lost Ava. That is one of the reasons we named her Faith, we had faith that God would see us through. We have a MFM appointment in 2 weeks for a check up and then 4 weeks later for our 20 week anatomy scan. I think if those come back normal I can really start to be excited.