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Post by shellsncheese on Nov 13, 2020 13:50:29 GMT -6
No, lower. Only 2.8 million post wash.
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Post by robotsvswrestlers on Nov 13, 2020 13:53:55 GMT -6
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Post by catlady22 on Nov 13, 2020 16:50:15 GMT -6
shellsncheese sorry you didn't get the results you wanted, but I hope it can still be enough
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Post by onyx on Nov 14, 2020 9:34:36 GMT -6
whatsit praying for you. The limbo is the worst. I know it doesn’t feel like it, but if you do have a D&C it’s heart wrenching but then you’re out of it and done and it’s a weird type of peace. Love you. I’m here. Trying to avoid any and all thoughts of TTC. I’ve become too obsessive about it around O and when should CD1 be.
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Post by lemondrop on Nov 14, 2020 12:15:07 GMT -6
Big fat blank on a Preg test this morning, and I’m a day late. Cervix is high and hard, so I expect AF shortly, but if she could come right effing now and stop playing with my brain, that’d be great.
We’re thinking of taking next cycle off. I’m so discouraged. I really, really thought this time would be easier 😭
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Post by lemondrop on Nov 16, 2020 12:42:34 GMT -6
Month/Cycle: month 8 Timing: DTD on days 10-19 but I didn't use OPKs this month, so who knows CD/DPO: 10dpo, I guess? Symptoms: well i'm eating everything in sight, but that's election and stress related. RRCS: We've started the RE game again. H got his semen test a few weeks ago, I should go in for a HSG within the next few months. Things are booked solid bc of Covid. GTKY: Do you have pets? 2 neurotic black and white rescue dogs - a lab mix named Layla, and a spaniel mix named Ruby. Quoting myself because we got my H's semen analysis back, and his numbers were perfection. Our issues last time included his low morph (less than .05%) and this time it's over 13%, which is fantastic. RE wants to see over 4%. So evidently the issue is me. And I'm CD2, so this is making me weepier than usual.
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Post by catlady22 on Nov 16, 2020 12:57:50 GMT -6
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Post by Rama on Nov 17, 2020 19:05:06 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Nov 18, 2020 7:48:23 GMT -6
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Post by orangehibiscus on Nov 18, 2020 11:57:14 GMT -6
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Post by lemondrop on Nov 18, 2020 12:33:31 GMT -6
hey girl hey! missing the Mar/Apr '19 crowd <3 hope y'all are well!
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Post by orangehibiscus on Nov 18, 2020 15:48:39 GMT -6
hey girl hey! missing the Mar/Apr '19 crowd <3 hope y'all are well! Hey! Things are going well! I miss our board too.
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Post by ambiguousmango on Nov 19, 2020 10:51:45 GMT -6
Hugs lemondrop it's hard when you feel like your body is betraying you. But at least now you have a better idea of things going forward. Or at least that is what I keep telling myself when I start to feel down.
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Post by lemondrop on Nov 19, 2020 11:07:50 GMT -6
Hugs lemondrop it's hard when you feel like your body is betraying you. But at least now you have a better idea of things going forward. Or at least that is what I keep telling myself when I start to feel down. I've been trying hard to think about that. We'll get more answers too whenever I can get my HSG scheduled. I'm relieved that my H's numbers look good, because I was super stressed last time when his morph was so low - we were actually on the docket to start an IUI with ICSI when I got pregnant last time. I'm just so frustrated. I grew up super religious, and it was pounded into my head that if you don't use protection, you'll get knocked up immediately!!!11!!!!! Whelp. I'm not religious anymore, but the Catholic guilt and blaming myself is still overwhelming.
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Post by ambiguousmango on Nov 19, 2020 12:06:05 GMT -6
Hugs lemondrop it's hard when you feel like your body is betraying you. But at least now you have a better idea of things going forward. Or at least that is what I keep telling myself when I start to feel down. I've been trying hard to think about that. We'll get more answers too whenever I can get my HSG scheduled. I'm relieved that my H's numbers look good, because I was super stressed last time when his morph was so low - we were actually on the docket to start an IUI with ICSI when I got pregnant last time. I'm just so frustrated. I grew up super religious, and it was pounded into my head that if you don't use protection, you'll get knocked up immediately!!!11!!!!! Whelp. I'm not religious anymore, but the Catholic guilt and blaming myself is still overwhelming. I feel you on the Catholic guilt. Like rationally I know I didn't do anything wrong but somehow I still feel like I must have done something that made this happen. It's a sucky feeling and I'm sorry your going through it.
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Post by lemondrop on Nov 19, 2020 12:43:53 GMT -6
I've been trying hard to think about that. We'll get more answers too whenever I can get my HSG scheduled. I'm relieved that my H's numbers look good, because I was super stressed last time when his morph was so low - we were actually on the docket to start an IUI with ICSI when I got pregnant last time. I'm just so frustrated. I grew up super religious, and it was pounded into my head that if you don't use protection, you'll get knocked up immediately!!!11!!!!! Whelp. I'm not religious anymore, but the Catholic guilt and blaming myself is still overwhelming. I feel you on the Catholic guilt. Like rationally I know I didn't do anything wrong but somehow I still feel like I must have done something that made this happen. It's a sucky feeling and I'm sorry your going through it. I'm sorry you are, too, friend <3 fingers crossed for both of us
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Post by Yogurt on Nov 21, 2020 22:46:30 GMT -6
hey girl hey! missing the Mar/Apr '19 crowd <3 hope y'all are well! Well this comment brought me out of lurking you all. Thinking of you and sending hugs.
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Post by catlady22 on Nov 24, 2020 6:36:14 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Nov 24, 2020 7:00:30 GMT -6
BFP today! I guess NTNP worked... now I wait...
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Post by catlady22 on Nov 24, 2020 7:09:58 GMT -6
BFP today! I guess NTNP worked... now I wait... Gahhhh!!!! Stick baby stick! Congrats!
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Post by robotsvswrestlers on Nov 24, 2020 7:10:35 GMT -6
Yay onyx. Good luck!!!! I would reach out to the RE and ask them about progesterone supplementation. I hope they will help you.
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Post by onyx on Nov 24, 2020 7:15:56 GMT -6
Yay onyx. Good luck!!!! I would reach out to the RE and ask them about progesterone supplementation. I hope they will help you. the RE won’t do anyyyything with me. My intake appointment got pushed back with my last pregnancy until next week. And they won’t see me if I’m pregnant. But my Ob has had me on progesterone suppositories with each pregnancy and I’m on an oral supplement now.
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Post by catlady22 on Nov 24, 2020 7:18:20 GMT -6
Yay onyx. Good luck!!!! I would reach out to the RE and ask them about progesterone supplementation. I hope they will help you. the RE won’t do anyyyything with me. My intake appointment got pushed back with my last pregnancy until next week. And they won’t see me if I’m pregnant. But my Ob has had me on progesterone suppositories with each pregnancy and I’m on an oral supplement now. The RE rules to begin seem crazy. With your type of history, it shouldn't matter.. .
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Post by onyx on Nov 24, 2020 7:35:38 GMT -6
the RE won’t do anyyyything with me. My intake appointment got pushed back with my last pregnancy until next week. And they won’t see me if I’m pregnant. But my Ob has had me on progesterone suppositories with each pregnancy and I’m on an oral supplement now. The RE rules to begin seem crazy. With your type of history, it shouldn't matter.. . I agree entirely. My H said since it’s just a week away to act like I don’t know I’m pregnant yet. Jokingly of course.
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Post by catlady22 on Nov 24, 2020 7:36:29 GMT -6
The RE rules to begin seem crazy. With your type of history, it shouldn't matter.. . I agree entirely. My H said since it’s just a week away to act like I don’t know I’m pregnant yet. Jokingly of course. My h would say the same and he would not be joking lol
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Post by robotsvswrestlers on Nov 24, 2020 7:41:18 GMT -6
Ugh that sucks. I would think with your loss history they would at least take some bloodwork for you.
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Post by addymac on Nov 24, 2020 8:20:36 GMT -6
The RE rules to begin seem crazy. With your type of history, it shouldn't matter.. . I agree entirely. My H said since it’s just a week away to act like I don’t know I’m pregnant yet. Jokingly of course. Lurker. I’d 100% do this, not joking. Esp since you’re ntnp. Surprise!! Go and get tests done and then be like omg what!!
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Post by ambiguousmango on Nov 24, 2020 8:26:17 GMT -6
Congratulations onyx fingers crossed and sticky baby vibes.
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Post by ambiguousmango on Nov 24, 2020 8:28:38 GMT -6
I started my period late last night so now I just want to eat all the carbs. I'm trying to stay positive but some days I really just want to sulk. At least I am getting a period somewhat regularly now so I guess that's good.
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Post by onyx on Nov 24, 2020 8:47:38 GMT -6
Good news, my OB had a cancellation, so they got me in immediately. Betas & progesterone today!
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