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April TTC
Apr 2, 2020 22:19:59 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 2, 2020 22:19:59 GMT -6
This is a combined TTC thread for EVERYONE currently TTC. Whether you're a first timer, a many timer, or an old timer come on in and pass the time as we struggle through WTO and the dreaded TWW.
As this is a combined thread there will be talk of LC, losses, and IF struggles. If any of these are hard for you please just let us know in your first post and I'm sure the lovely ladies on here will be happy to add TWs to accommodate.
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RRCS:
GTKY: What are you most looking forward to once all the “stay at home orders” are over?
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April TTC
Apr 2, 2020 22:36:17 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 2, 2020 22:36:17 GMT -6
I hope it’s ok that I started this month’s. I couldn’t sleep and honestly feel like just moving on may help? Who knows. But here I am.
Month/Cycle: 4
Timing: N/A
CD/DPO: CD fucking 1
Symptoms: emotional as hell.
RRCS: I’m avoiding going to the bathroom as much as possible. I don’t even want to see it. I’m pissed because my ARNP was kind of cold about it. Too text book and not enough, idk, human? The other doctors/ARNP are awesome. She’s one of 5 in the group and it’s my first time seeing her and I wanted to tell her where she could shove it. I’m somewhat glad I at least know now. Having a “wait and see” answer sucked, but now I’m bleeding heavy enough that I can cope and move forward. MH is being my rock today/yesterday. I’m debating not doing the blood work, because honestly I don’t know if I want to go back in public just to confirm what I already know at this point.
GTKY: What are you most looking forward to once all the “stay at home orders” are over? I cannot wait to get back to the gym and coaching soccer again. My kids miss it too. Also, just a normal routine that keeps us active. And not worrying about running out of TP.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 3, 2020 18:34:10 GMT -6
yo yo yooooo cycle 9 here. CD26, 10DPO i got my first evap on a pregmate this morning and i was thrilled. i know it’s probably fake but it was so nice to stare at. that’s probably extremely unhealthy. but i’m gonna keep testing like a crazy person until AF.
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onyx
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April TTC
Apr 4, 2020 8:54:53 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 4, 2020 8:54:53 GMT -6
I got an email that my beta results were uploaded last night. They were 2. So that sucks. Even though I knew it because of how much I’m bleeding. I’m supposed to go repeat them on Monday but I really don’t see the point.
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April TTC
Apr 4, 2020 8:57:58 GMT -6
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Post by robotsvswrestlers on Apr 4, 2020 8:57:58 GMT -6
I’m sorry onyx. Good luck @zweber! I’m 7dpo on cycle 5. Hoping that something happens this cycle because my RE won’t do any more monitored cycles until the Coronavirus stuff is over. I’m going to try to wait as long as possible to test. I love peeing on stuff but it’s too much of a toll on me mentally. I’m going to stay in my happy bubble. I can’t wait for life to go back to normal because I miss taking my kids places to distract them. The park, zoo, museum, amusement parks, the gym. God I miss going places.
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April TTC
Apr 4, 2020 9:02:50 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 4, 2020 9:02:50 GMT -6
robotsvswrestlers MH asked that this next cycle be “stress free” meaning a more NTNP approach. He broke down this morning. He sees me peeing on all the things and it gets to him too. I miss places too. I go to work. I come home. And work right now, honestly does not help. I miss people and events and fun and community.
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April TTC
Apr 4, 2020 9:04:13 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 4, 2020 9:04:13 GMT -6
yo yo yooooo cycle 9 here. CD26, 10DPO i got my first evap on a pregmate this morning and i was thrilled. i know it’s probably fake but it was so nice to stare at. that’s probably extremely unhealthy. but i’m gonna keep testing like a crazy person until AF. I have all the things crossed for you!
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Post by Deleted on Apr 4, 2020 10:19:49 GMT -6
y’all i got a second line on my FRER this morning
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Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2020 9:01:41 GMT -6
i’m not sure if it was a fluke or not but my test was totally negative today. ETA i took a cheapie with SMU and i still have a line. fuck. please hang in there little babe
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April TTC
Apr 5, 2020 10:00:26 GMT -6
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Post by lemondrop on Apr 5, 2020 10:00:26 GMT -6
*sneaking in*
Hi all, here from CEP. I’ve got a little boy who is going to be one(!!!!!!!) on the 13th, so H and I have decided to give it a go again. It took us over a year (And mild intervention) to conceive the boy, so crossing my fingers it’s a little easier this time. I ovulate late (day 18). 2 months ago, my period was 5 days late, and this month it was 4 days early, so it’s going to be interesting.
Month/Cycle: 1/1
Timing: should be ovulating this week.
CD/DPO: CD 14
Symptoms: nada
RRCS:
GTKY: What are you most looking forward to once all the “stay at home orders” are over?
Daycare. Omg daycare 😭
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April TTC
Apr 5, 2020 10:05:21 GMT -6
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Post by robotsvswrestlers on Apr 5, 2020 10:05:21 GMT -6
Good luck @zweber!!!!!!
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April TTC
Apr 5, 2020 12:28:56 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 5, 2020 12:28:56 GMT -6
I’ve stopped bleeding. Which seems abnormal to me but I’m also thankful for because the last 2 days were basically a massacre.
Although, I’m confused. I’ve never had such short bleeding after a loss or he’ll even for a period.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2020 18:07:38 GMT -6
I’ve stopped bleeding. Which seems abnormal to me but I’m also thankful for because the last 2 days were basically a massacre. Although, I’m confused. I’ve never had such short bleeding after a loss or he’ll even for a period. love this for the massacre being over. my last pregnancy ended at 4w6d so could be considered a chemical but i hate calling it that. i bled SO MUCH in one day and then it was over. it was so bizarre. i did have spotting here and there for a few days afterward. i hope you’re doing okay
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April TTC
Apr 5, 2020 19:00:17 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 5, 2020 19:00:17 GMT -6
I’ve stopped bleeding. Which seems abnormal to me but I’m also thankful for because the last 2 days were basically a massacre. Although, I’m confused. I’ve never had such short bleeding after a loss or he’ll even for a period. love this for the massacre being over. my last pregnancy ended at 4w6d so could be considered a chemical but i hate calling it that. i bled SO MUCH in one day and then it was over. it was so bizarre. i did have spotting here and there for a few days afterward. i hope you’re doing okay This is a chemical. I hate calling it that too. The ARNP said “technically” it’s too early to be a miscarriage and I’m like well it feels like the same damn thing to me.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2020 21:01:06 GMT -6
love this for the massacre being over. my last pregnancy ended at 4w6d so could be considered a chemical but i hate calling it that. i bled SO MUCH in one day and then it was over. it was so bizarre. i did have spotting here and there for a few days afterward. i hope you’re doing okay This is a chemical. I hate calling it that too. The ARNP said “technically” it’s too early to be a miscarriage and I’m like well it feels like the same damn thing to me. it absolutely is the same thing. you are allowed to have the same exact feelings and take the same steps and time to grieve no matter how early your loss is. i feel like the term chemical pregnancy belittles the pain and makes you feel like you’re over exaggerating the hurt. i hate it. and i hate this for you. hang in there mama. ❤️
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2020 7:38:08 GMT -6
my frer’s are still hardly noticeable. i feel like if my hcg was rising properly this shit would be showing by now. i hate this.
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April TTC
Apr 6, 2020 9:43:49 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 6, 2020 9:43:49 GMT -6
my frer’s are still hardly noticeable. i feel like if my hcg was rising properly this shit would be showing by now. i hate this. I’m praying so hard for you.
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April TTC
Apr 6, 2020 11:15:14 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 6, 2020 11:15:14 GMT -6
With COVID it’s probably the worst time, but I decided to switch OB offices. On top of the super inconsiderate, cold comment the ARNP made when I called to update them what happened this morning they were again rude and cold. So my pharmacist recommended a different one. I’m going to try to call and get established before I (hopefully) get pregnant again.
My work/pharmacist is being amazing and so supportive. I’m so thankful for them.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2020 12:22:39 GMT -6
good luck with your new OB onyx! i can’t even get ahold of mine so i’m just sitting here at work spiraling.
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April TTC
Apr 7, 2020 10:36:26 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 7, 2020 10:36:26 GMT -6
I’m only on CD 5 but already using my OPKs, because clearly I have no self control.
I won’t talk to MH about it because no reason to drag him along on the crazy train with me. We have sex frequently anyways so 🤷🏻♀️
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April TTC
Apr 7, 2020 10:42:09 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 7, 2020 10:42:09 GMT -6
good luck with your new OB onyx! i can’t even get ahold of mine so i’m just sitting here at work spiraling. How are you today? Have you been able to reach them?
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2020 10:52:36 GMT -6
good luck with your new OB onyx! i can’t even get ahold of mine so i’m just sitting here at work spiraling. How are you today? Have you been able to reach them? yes ma’am i got betas done yesterday afternoon. she won’t call me with the result until after my next draw tomorrow afternoon. so sometime thursday i’ll get answers. my FRER is just as light as the ones from 4 days ago. so i’m hopeless and doubt i’m even pregnant at this point. i’m one day late for my period but no symptoms of AF or pregnancy.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2020 13:37:26 GMT -6
well i finally started bleeding. fuck this.
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April TTC
Apr 7, 2020 15:41:21 GMT -6
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Post by robotsvswrestlers on Apr 7, 2020 15:41:21 GMT -6
I’m sorry @zweber. Your journey has been so difficult and I really feel for you.
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Post by dc2london on Apr 7, 2020 19:57:37 GMT -6
Oh @zweber I am so, so sorry. I was so hopeful for you. (Sorry, I post stalked after your post in the drinks thread)
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April TTC
Apr 8, 2020 5:22:56 GMT -6
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Post by polson on Apr 8, 2020 5:22:56 GMT -6
((@zweber)) i’m so sorry.
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April TTC
Apr 8, 2020 5:59:57 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 8, 2020 5:59:57 GMT -6
@zweber I am so so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you 😔
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Post by Deleted on Apr 8, 2020 6:47:08 GMT -6
my HCG was 13.2. i had a textbook “chemical pregnancy” which makes me cringe. you never think it’s gonna be you. i’ve been reading this forum for 6 years and i never thought it would be me. until covid is over it’s just unexplained RPL.
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Post by katespade on Apr 8, 2020 7:45:25 GMT -6
I’m so, so sorry @zweber. I’m thinking of you.
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April TTC
Apr 8, 2020 9:03:20 GMT -6
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Post by onyx on Apr 8, 2020 9:03:20 GMT -6
my HCG was 13.2. i had a textbook “chemical pregnancy” which makes me cringe. you never think it’s gonna be you. i’ve been reading this forum for 6 years and i never thought it would be me. until covid is over it’s just unexplained RPL. I feel you on this so hard.
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